subtle twist

sometimes I dream of my life, pretty normal on itself. it begins exactlywhere i've 'left', i try to do stuff that was planned for the day, i linger around aimlessly, i feel that somethings are twisted, and then everything I done, all pretty regular routine, starts to crumble over me and the failures drown me in an abyss of frustration that seems like is been by my side all my life.